When we were 10, we vowed to stay in a big house with a beautiful and exquisite hair salon, whereby we three girls would laugh through every single day with no worries. Sometimes we would get into small tiffs and I was always the one sandwiched in between. We were the bestest girlfriends; we got each others' back like if any were to be bullied, we would surely create hell of a hell. Even though we always stood so close and sweet, there were times we bitched about each other too. Maybe not for me though, I never liked Gossip Girls, while you girls were always more of the drama fans. A year ago, we were still having all the crazy sleepovers, never-ending laughter and fun. Do you still remember? I still marvel at the fact that although we have so much flaws that get on our nerves, it was so hard or impossible for me to get over you girls. Clothes of hers left in my wardrobe; The fat handwriting on my birthday card saying how much she loved me; The poignant road that we used to spend hours passing by and having heart-to-heart talks; Like a story enriched with details I can only imagine, so fresh and hard to forget. So I got her address today and decided to send out a letter filled with nothing but heart-felt words that I've been keeping in me...

School's been well, especially good with the company of my classmates that make lessons not as dull as the lecturers' teaching ways. Home's good, getting livelier and glowing. My on-going relationship with my awesome bf has been great and crazy. Some days, I totally had some serious anger-management problem and our day was ended up in tears and hugs. It's a bliss to have him around, always so understanding. Yoga's been great too. Just a week ago, I joined this Combat Class that made me felt energized for the entire day; Just going around showing off the kick-boxing movements I've learned wasn't really a cool thing for a person like me who always need to maintain a pleasant image. Halloween was a week ago; I got my sailor girl costume just a day before. Bf was a pirate, and we spent a fun night with his friend Iain, and my classmates. Ended the night with supper at King Albert Park. Well I shouldn't have started this post with such sensitive issue especially because nowadays I rarely get the feel to type something out here anymore. Anyhow, it's never easy to entirely get some people out of your heart, not to mention erasing off from the complicated mind. So, keep those you truly love

I'm a lover, not a fighter. Unless it is necessary, I would never bother ending things up in a conflict. Usually, I tell myself not to care because I don't gain anything from it. Worse, would end up being called something nasty and earn myself a filthy reputation. I admit I'm not someone easy to please at times, this I admittedly agree I take over my Dad's trait. If anyone walks all over me, I'll suck it up for the first time and remain calm but I definitely don't stand there if there were to be harm caused. I think people are so used to seeing the naturally calm side of me that they take advantage. There is also another mad side of me which I don't like to see, and nobody would want to see that of me too. Say something unpleasant about my family, especially my parents and boyfriend, the term 'forgive but never forget' would inherently coined up. All of us just want to lead our lives morally. Who would want to see others getting hurt? I guess pretty much of us have met pathetic people in our lives, at least come across one who's 2-faced and always tries so hard to be nice to you in person but talks shit behind the back. Go get 'em!