June 19, 2010

Yesterday morning, I woke up with triple eyelids and I thought I looked like a freak. I looked so horrible like a douche, the mirror almost cracked. So I skipped school and spent the whole noon in. I did some work, drank tea, had KFC egg tarts, planted endless kisses on Royboy while he slept. And saw Mafia masturbated himself using his fave pillow. My eyes darted from the laptop to him, and knew I was watching so he stopped whatever he was doing, all shy. I pretended and he was back at it again. Afterwards, we bathed him and he smelled nice like flowers. Naughty dog

Late at night, we were walking when R sensed some weird stink nearby. As curious as always, he searched for all directions and spotted this cat that lay motionless on some wooden planks. We approached it but I didn't get too near cos I've always dislike cats, except for kittens. It had big black spots on its body, and one thing that still makes me cringe even as now I think about it- its tail. It was so bald, like in the cartoons, Tom the cat got electrocuted or something. R assumed it was dying and a sudden sadness swept over him. I was sad, but he probably felt way much worse. I saw tears welled up in his eyes, yes he can be this soft when it comes to such case. So we headed to the nearest 7-11 and got food, with some milk. Upon reaching, the cat suddenly sprawled towards the can of food on R's hand. Just a false alarm, but we didn't go like fucking hell you bloody cat. We just watched it ate throughout

Wherever we went, we saw snails. It was a cold night, after some downpour. Roy would pick them up and leave on the grass or the corners, so others won't step on them. It has became a habit for him. Afterwards, we chanced upon these two big snails very closely side by side
R: Eh they're sticked together leh!
Me: No la.. they're mating.. Come....
Those old fellows. After a few steps away from them, we spotted a tiny one by the road. Roy picked it up without second thought and left it beside the two big ones, to grant them reunion
Me: Whey, don't disturb those two
R: No they're the parents.. this the baby..
Me: Ya right we helped it to get to the parents faster right..
That was yesterday. Everything was good. I didn't throw any temper, and when baby hugged me good night, he said I've been a wonderful girl. I just can't find any other words to describe that feeling- that glow of warmth in my heart

Today, we sent our car for repair cos there was a crack that has been expanding, ever since this rock fell and left a chip there. It's the first time we took a public transport together- bus. Bf wanted to just take cab but I insisted in taking bus because I want to experience something new with him. So it all turned out good. He just kept laughing throughout. Sometimes I really wonder if I was a clown in my previous life. We bought toys for Mafia. Thereafter, we did mask together and just lay in bed. TGIF

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

hihi jus to ask. aha i guess ure the type of person tt chooses ur partner to perhaps be ur soul partner for life ya? i kinda am person like this and at times i so badly thought of the future and really wanted him to be the man tt i wanna spent for life. cos nv a guy i met treats me so gd but he too on a gd point didnt make any empty promises like 'love u forever' those type. any opinions?

Anthea (born c'92) said...

Howdy anon. Yeah you guessed it right, I always wanted to be in a relationship with someone only when I am confident enough he'd make a good boyfriend and we can last long enough. Since the first day I got together with my bf, I was already very certain he's my soulmate. It's ok to yearn for a guy who would love you for a lifetime. No wrong in it at all! But I don't really get you. Is it like you're in a relationship with this guy now n he's the first to treat you so great? If so, cherish him! My elderly always told me good guys are hard to find. Grab him tight else when he's gone, it'll be hard to find another faithful person like him. All the best!

Anonymous said...

haha as in like apart from my ex and guys i knew, he was really good like treating me, loving me, everything. and faithful. but some things cant be predicted? and thats what i insecure of like can we really last for a lifetime even though i am so certain of him. but im not sure of him he nv rly share w me like partner for lifetime or so.

Anthea (born c'92) said...

I got you now. Yes life is unpredictable. A couple can be together for 8 years, 10 years but the love may be gone one day, or something which might take place n cause them to be separated. In the past I would say if it really happened then it's js meant to be. But not now. To be honest, my bf is almost close to perfect n I can never ask for more. He does gimme assurance, and lots of them. For your case, maybe u wanna let him know how u feel? Tell him all u want to say. All that you're telling me over here. If he loves you that much, he will give u a sense of assurance n not empty promises of course.