May 15, 2010

I woke up early today. Lay in bed, read half of the book and had a glass of water. I got up from bed a while later to gulp down a cup of tap water filled to its brim, again. I didn't have the appetite. For the entire day, I had a yogurt. It tasted real bad, strawberry. You didn't have anything as well, and in the evening, you vomited some white substance. I'm guessing it's the gastric juice. We weren't feeling well, till when the sun set, I cried my heart out when you idiot, tickled the soles of my feet. I had to kick your face. I got mad I started giving punches, those funny repeating hits that you missed so much. You sat by my right, when I turned my body to the left. You came over but I quickly shifted to the right. I love playing with you, even when I'm really angry. You pulled me close so tight, I gave up upon struggling because it was impossible. You are like a bull, using the last ounce of energy to hold onto me even though you haven't had anything filled in your stomach. Every details of it, so vivid. It still makes me cringe up my toes. I am not scared of you. I am not scared of your tickles, they are nothing. I shall get even with you tomorrow

We drift by through time and space everyday, seamlessly. As cliche as it sounds, everybody has been saying "jeez how scary time flies". We don't have anywhere to be at but we have a million things to do. No matter how many things we cross off the list, we don't even make a dent. This week, we will get our SLR fixed. His name is Simeon. Next month, I will attend lessons everyday. I will go swimming and cycling, which are what I sucked at the most. I will make R's daddy happy because he has been in the blues for as long as my nails have been trying to grow. I want to travel abroad, be it china or any third-world country, I want to see things. It's because I'm young. "Young" used to be all I knew. I'm just 18, but I can see the future more clearly now. Studies is important. Work is important. But both hold nothing over life experience.
Sweetheart, today once again, you promised me - "Erase Procrastination off my vocab. Let's make things happen"

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