When you love someone, you put his needs before your own. I'm 18, surely got a lot more to experience in love. But I've been through what's worth remembering for. When he wants you to stop wearing low-cut tops unless you're past 20 plus year old, and big enough to take care of yourself. Which is no doubt for your own good. You accept it anyway. No matter how inconceivable his needs are, you still want to do it for him, so long it makes him any happier. There may be times when you feel very pissed with him you felt like ripping him apart, at the end you snuggle up beside him and listen to his deep breathings, still. Even when you refused to give in cos you're feeling stubborn, you will still let him hold you tight after he apologized, no? It seems that each time I'm out, wherever I go without you, a part of me is missing. The stomach is filled, the new clothes are purchased, but there is still a sense of discontentment. Why? Although I am a person who enjoys shopping with no company, likes running errands alone. Or I can be seen writing at Starbucks all by myself, but I get this importunate urge to see you asap. I miss you with every beat of my heart. I think of you almost everything I do, everywhere I go. It's very rare for me to stop thinking for a sec, but it's totally impossible for me to stop missing you. I miss you. I miss you even when you're around, by my side. This is true...

Yesterday was a day without any worries at all. I didn't have to worry when the lecturer would stop talking and remind us to not fool around. Neither did I have to care about when is the submission date of my assignments, and whether I have brought my pen to class. I don't use blue ink pens. It was a breathtaking day with the girls. In the early noon, I was late for my hair appointment. Late as usual. Because it was pouring. No, what a lousy excuse. Bought helium balloons out of no reason, laughed over almost everything and nothing. Then, got so lethargic and out of energy we sat down over at a side while noticing people were giving us stares. After a while, we dummies happened to realize what went wrong.The Man Hunt event was going on soon, and what? People must be assuming we silly young girls were anticipating. BUT HELL NO. And it was nice renting this chamber room to watch a french cooking movie. Although we left earlier cos we were so famished throughout the movie. Awesome pizza, sweet onions, toasted butter (even though I hated butter) Yum. Bon appetit! Pictures we took

Just the day before yesterday, I was alone at the mall. And I spotted this weird looking guy before me. For whatever reason he was doing at the ladies' corner, I wasn't sure but he's indeed a pervert. The walking space between us was so huge but he suddenly came barging into me and brushed his elbow very aggressively on my breast. I let out a "TSK" at him before observing his later actions. It was obvious he was trying to get advantage of girls. I caught up with him and grabbed him really hard. "You don't do this anymore" while stares started to follow. He replied hastily "What I do..." and quickly walked off before I could even send a slap across his face. Downright deviant. It's not the first time I came across such incident, and I'm not kicking up a fuss. But hey, if someone were to get touched in some crowded areas or in the club then blame it on the luck or herself because she chose to be there where it occurred. I was at the mall, doing my own shopping and I didn't even expect the next second someone was gnna touch me although I'm entitled to my human right as well. Indeed mortifying. Brings me to my point to all girls out there. If there were to be such cases in future, you can kick his groin real hard or break his dirty hand, but never to let them go their way