You picked me up at 5 o'clock. We talked about everything over coffee. After a light-hearted movie, you took me somewhere else, your jacket smelled of fresh cut grass. You asked what songs do I like to listen to. So, I chose Lily Allen's. You told me to touch on the screen player harder, then we laughed. You were such an ass to lie and I got the worst shock ever, then I secretly teared. The thought of my family, my close friends appeared in my mind. After 15 minutes or so of terror, you wind down the windows. You said you were in the drama class when you were small, I faked a smile. My body was still tensed, I couldn't move an inch

Later that night, you told me "The secret of the night is, when I saw how in shock you looked, with your hair across your frightened face, the expression and all made my heart ached. Really, I felt my heart aching." You saw my dry tears afterwards and you patted my head, I swear the butterflies were battering recklessly against the walls of my stomach. I told you, "I was very scared, one part of me imagined you as the bad guy who was gonna finish me off, but another part of me know that somewhat you would protect and save me. Y'know that kind of mixed feelings?"

You got off the car and we spoke under the stars. I didn't get off and remain seated in the front seat of that beautiful white car that belongs to the boy I like and even though I should feel scared beyond control because you were driving so fast, I felt so safe and alive. You talked about life, as you puff away on your cigarette. The night breeze blew my messy hair gently, and it was a sight I wish I could stay there for as long. The way you make me feel is like, when I get an ‘A’ on my result slip. Speaking of, I am getting my results in 2 days' time