Wednesday was spent with my 4 girl friends. My mood for that day wasn't good, obviously they knew it but I had tried to avoid letting my emotions take full control over myself. Reasons over why I was so affected were led by a lot of factors, sensitive ones indeed. I had a nice dinner with Miche, plus the laughter and whole bunch of interesting stories she told me. The last time we talked so much about everything was when we were still in school! Despite being so drained after a long day, boyfriend still came for a talk after his class. I can never express out my appreciation for him enough
Today, R popped up at my place at 1 o'clock. I was still in pjs. Haha he took off again just to spend time with me, cos he has been caught up with class, work and stuff. We had a little tiff, though. He went to his car for a breather, while I lay on my bed. Mom actually told me not to throw tantrums at him, cos he has been giving in so much, even Aarone told me that. I was sorry. Even though he's already mentally tired from the busy schedule he had, he is still spending as much time with me and my family. We had kfc, pretty full but we still headed for Astons after visiting August with durians and sushi. I felt happiness with them the whole evening. Dad talked about how he met Mom since primary sch. He went on and on, till Mom began to tear then we laughed. Firstly, she said her eyes tend to get real sensitive at night. Afterwards, she said the lights were making her tear. Hahahah. Well Roy and I thought that was sweet. Small thoughts. Clarity. Genuine love. Honest. It's been there all along. xoxo
Every day, we face new problems, after one has been resolved. All these obstacles made us all the more stronger and this is rather unusual and unexpected to hear from me, but I'm beginning to love him more each day. At the end of the night, we would talk for at least an hour, about how we feel and such. We learnt new things about each other everyday, but I'm certain there's even more of us that we can learn about. I like the night. Without the night, we'd never see the stars. Not that I see much over at the west. But apart from seeing these little shining ones in the dark sky, I realized I express my feelings more at night
I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you because you have done more than any creed could have done to make me good. And more than any fate could have done to make me happy. You have done it without a touch, without a word, without a sign. You have done it, by being yourself. X
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