For the whole of yesterday, I swear I was mentally down to the extreme. I cried for 3 hours straight and had a bad headache the whole night. Luckily for Royboy, if not I wouldn't know what to do. Everyone bombarded me with calls and text messages, and I know you guys were really very worried for me, but sorreh' I just didn't feel like talking to anybody. X

Today, we went around for appeal and some discussions. Afterwards, headed to one of the buddies' place and the Jack Russel's very active indeed. Time 2 groom the nails cos I had a lot of scratches!! I met Bimo. OMG BEEN SO LONG. Before he turned to the corner, he even waved the necklace he's been wearing everyday since last year. Still rmb I got it for him on his birthday, he was very happy to receive it. Royboy took us for both lunch and dinner, his buddies+gfs are very nice people. Fave quote from now onwards: Never judge a book by its cover (Y)

I am really grateful to my family, closest girlfriends, and definitely not forgetting Roy, for always believing in me. My parents never gave up on me, and this time round, they even told me a lot of encouraging words and I just feel like I'm the most fortunate. My dad told me never to give up, not like it's the end of the world. Today, I feel so much better. Seriously. I am more adamant about doing this now, compared to yesterday where I had zero faith left in myself. After much advise, I am pretty sure it's gonna work out. I actually do have a few options to consider wisely. Whatever my decision is, there ought to be hard work put in. I learnt from my mistakes. To be honest, I studied pretty late last year. During june, which most of the students had already started revising, I was still working and having the best time of my life. Roy was right, he said "I talked to you today, already knew that you have no head or tails when you study. no 10-year-series (very sinful, y'know), no maths formula book, no proper study format for humanities, how to pass?" Hahahahah

Had a long day, my sore back and aching legs are killing me. Gonna hit the bed now. X PS: Happy birthday Erwin! The best brother one could ever ask for. Thanks for all the sweet advises and I really hope your birthday wish come true. XOXO