Of course there'll be parts of your life that you miss. I m just a little worked up n vexed over an issue. Find a need to blog this out. Everyone does think of their good old times, who doesn't? But if life doesn't go on, n your thinking doesn't move on, what's life oh man? Just imagine if nothing ever changed, you'd still be in your nappies crawling around. hey that's just weird. Everyone has to go on with life, n it's not always the best. All of us will go through some really tough times n taste some shit. My o levels are here and I hate it too, but what can I do? You just have to endure n wait for ns to finish, so you can have all the free time n freedomTo pursue your dreams, dear. If you don't like something, change it. And in this case, since you can't ever change the fact army is taking your life away, you just have to accept n face it! All that I say may make little sense to you or whatever goes in may never get into your head, like i told you but yeah you denied so. But I'm just trying to play a part as a bff n tell you nice stuff to at least change your pessimistic mindset n make you feel better. You're not the only one going through this y'know. And one last thing, I'm starting to realize we ain't the closest anymore. Is it solely my fault? Think it wisely, n let ne know the answer

Dad is hogging the Internet again n I'm typing every single word using his phone. Now my fingers are really tired. Did I mention that last night I dreamt I ate my fingers? I even said something like "Waoh this is the damnest thing ever! So nice"