back to my life; despite the fact that i'm sitting for my major exams in a few months' time and i'm not really doing something about it, i'm enjoying every second of it now and it's an absolute delight to have my bff with me. he plays a huge role in helping me be the person i am today, and makes me all optimistic about life. every moment we spent together just makes me smile, all over and over. he never lets me down, never loses faith in me and is always proud & supportive of whatever i do. i'm just so lucky to have him in my life because it's what makes everything feel better. it's falling asleep every night with no worries, and getting up out of bed the next day with the smile still stuck on my face; such a wonderful feeling. since i was young, there's always people i can talk to, great listeners around me, it's one thing i can never complain about. now that life is so much more simpler compared to the past (where i had so many friends who don't give a damn about anything; conflicts, issues and unsolved problems), i truly want this to last. i'm ready for anything new to come
besides my best friend, i have a couple of close friends whom i can rely on, too. but there's just some people in this world who don't undnerstand the meaning of self-respect and modesty. it sickens the hell out of me but wtv, i don't let 'em affect me in any way. back to what i was saying, i'm pretty much content with the way things are getting now, with just some close friends whom i can talk to. it hasn't really hit me until recently that i should probably stop getting so crazy over cristiano ronaldo. so much for being his loyal fan and dreaming about him all day long, he's now actually wearing a no.9 real madrid's jersey. wow great. but he's the best player, and though this is something very mean to say, i still have to say it. i know that his career is gonna go downhill. like seriously everybody thinks so too. but i still admire his talented skills and since playing for real has always been his dream, we should all just stop talking about it and accept it
had a long day today. in the early noon, i set off for my chinese oral. the passage was horrible, gone case. so many words that i couldn't read, i thought i saw the teachers doze off? but the conversation was much better, i talked non-stop till one of the 'em had to stop me. glad i didn't put on flip flops for the exam because the conversation topic was about students wearing slippers to school. can't imagine what the girls who wore flip flops at the hall had to say, heh. after the exam, i decided to take the whole thing off my mind since it's done, i went over to joley's place and we did some math. i swear the puppies are still as cute. upon reaching her door step, miki barked at me like a mad dog. the whole time he just kept barking at me and donald being the obedient one, couldn't stop licking my legs every now and then. guess he's just plain indolent that is why he doesn't even bother to bark as much as miki does. met whitney again before going for my night class. practical was so much fun! the mixtures were so pretty that carrie and i couldn't help but stare at 'em. so this time round, whit and i, being the most forgetful people in this world remembered our letters. glad my letters are gonna keep her accompany on the plane back to perth. she never fails to make me laugh whenever we meet up and i gotta say, she's been great (but never treating me anywhere close to like a princess). like i promised, on a rainy day when i have totally nothing left to do and maybe nice enuff' to consider signing up for skype just so she can call me f.o.c internationally. miss her already, and we actually thought of joining national service. it might sound crazy but we have been talking about it, and she's damn adamant about her decision, really up for real!
YAY FOR SALAD SUITS!
speaking about the ns, just a week ago aarone was a little low on luck cos he got sick, not the most exciting illness however. he had a high fever of 39.9 degrees in the middle of the night and me being the most caring sister on earth, took him to the 24 hours clinic. this is another mad thing but i sort of wished he had spread the flu bug to me just so i could have finally had the time to rest at home. okay he didn't, so i was kinda disappointed actually. can you believe it, i wanted to be unwell! i must be really sick in the head or something. now that aarone is spending all his time inside the camp, we don't have our movies/popcorn/sushi marathon anymore, sadballz but i'm still coping fine, not that i need to see him everyday now as compared to the past where i was still an ignorant lil' bitch. i have to be independent afterall
i have also set a new rule that i ought to sleep by 10 and wake up by 8 in the morning. a week has passed and my mission has failed. it's just hard to get msf into bed that early since i'm always finding a million things to do at one go or reaching home just in time for supper and i was never an early bird. so used to night life that if i change my bedtime to 10 pm, it'll be so hard to adapt. anyways, i've promised msf and bff that i'm gonna start doing so by next week. i know i can do it :) haven't realised i've been typing for so long, now i need a break. good night to all
“ A true friend knows your weaknesses but shows you your strengths; feels your fears but fortifies your faith; sees your anxieties but frees your spirit; recognizes your disabilities but emphasizes your possibilities."
William Arthur Ward (via littlemiss)
this is my bff. thank you ramadan sha
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