June 22, 2009

Dearest Papa,
I know you dote on me the most- i've always known. You used to scratch my back all the time when i was young. I loved it but when you did that to me so much in a day that it soon became an irritant than a comforting pleasure, i told you to stop. I'd always cringe away whenever you did that. You felt hurt but still, you accepted it. I do miss it and pa, i'd be scratching your back for you when you're old. Don't worry, i love you- now and always. Lately you've been neglecting everything, all the important things in your life over something which is not important at all. I just find it irritating and makes me mad whenever you refused to sleep, sacrifizing your sleeping hours and hogging onto Facebook Texas Hold'em. I know it's fun and addictive, but yeah you should know what is best for you. Many times i tried to tell you things that are good for you but i don't know if you would misunderstand it and took it the other way- me scolding you/controlling your life. Daddy, i really want the best for you. You're the man of my life whom i respect and love the most, and will always be. Please, please, please be good. Today's Fathers' Day, to be exact, yesterday. I'm ashamed to say i didn't get to speak to you at all. I thought i'd be back after work to spend some time with you. I hope you get to see the card which "You Are My Hero"'s written and the love mug that Aunt bought for you, as well as chosen by my new friend Jeric. It's good that you got a new mug now cos Dad, to be honest, i dislike it whenever you just leave my mug everywhere after using it and not washing it or even placing it in the basin. I don't really mind sharing the same mug because knowing you, you thought it's sweet to do that between father and daughter. But i actually mind that lizards crawl inside it and lay comfortably throughout the whole night. I know you'll get to see this post. Even if you don't, i'd still force you to. (OR I SHALL TELL MOMMY YOU'VE NOT BEEN GOOD) Stay cool and cute always, like you are now. Happy Fathers' Day and Happy Birthday!
Love, Anthea

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