just got back not long ago. i'm fucken famished- stomach's been empty since 3 pm yesterday. i'm not in the least tired, i know it's 0% chance that i'll get to fall asleep and 100% chance of hitting the bed repeatedly after lying for many hours so i''m gonna blog a little here

i learnt so much today. in fact, i knew this all along but jsut not brave enuff' to accept the fact, to make myself convinced of all this. all of 'em has changed, obviously everyone does change, be it the good or bad way. it seems that truth's sometimes stranger than fiction. they make me scared. wish i could tear'em out of my head. guess i still have to except'em

things i've learned-

• not everyone who comes into my life is meant to stay but some have walked into my life and taught me lessons directly/indirectly and then they are off, just like that. dont have to feel sad, anthea
• people who really care for me will be here by me, always. those i thought would stand by me forever have proved me wrong
• never judge anyone when things are good- true character, motives and morals come out when things are bad
  

but on the good side, i've true friends too. some friendships are even long-termed. eyecandy died. dead. got killed by me. i realised you dont deserve my admiration afterall. you're downgrading yourself. ain't good, please stop wtv you're doing, an eyesore to us. thanks and carrie stop luff'in to yourself

'taken' has really knocked some sense into my peanut head. dad's awesome, has always been. he loves me and is willing to sacrifice almost everything in this world for me. he often emphasize that i'm the love of his life and all but so far i've never really told him how i feel. kay my fingers are tired from so much of typing, so are my legs- walked terribly lot. i'm having a really bad gastric, gonna do some reading then head for breakfast. bye'all


my bangs: forever in a mess

oh jon, i miss your retarded moves and spastic face

happy birthday jinyi
"i really hope all your unhappiness will stay behind you, at least for today" yadah i know what's on your mind right now