I want to have two adorable frolicsome puppies, Rolos and Bingo
And live in a cottage-like house with a pretty garden and a real run-down white fence with my fave sunflowers, red roses and daisies. I'll have a spacious living room with a pass-through window from the kitchen to the dining room. Most importantly, i want to have a nice kitchen, with all my love ones who love to eat as much as i do. And i can have my own library of books in another room. I'll sit in there reading my fave novels and listening to Kate Nash while thinking how the hell i made all these happen. This is life

I had so much more written but i just backspaced'em. I'm happy whenever i've these lovely thoughts, they keep my mind away from this realistic world, which is good too. But again, sometimes the inner angry kid inside me says "shut up. you're being annoying by annoying yourself and you are an noyed by yourself now. just stop thinking and go to sleep, damn."