happy birthday aarone berbatov cristiano, hehe

mister moustachy, hehe

and you stole my fave banana away, hehe

once, i was trying to give up living as it was tough and it was you who encouraged me to move on with courage. you went on and on, telling me not to give up though we're all stuck in this fucked up and meaningless world. and that i'm not alone

when i was little, i hated you. i'd always thought that you were just a censorious and selfish bully because you always stole my stickers and erasers. i knew it - i watched you stole'em but i kept quiet. i give in all the time but you never did. i'd always wish i could squash you like a bug. but as we grew up, many years later, i began to see the good side of you. you are someone i had always long for by my side. and i'm glad you are jhere

just weeks ago, i was late for a dinner and couldn't decide on what shoes to put on. i literally raised my voice at mom to get'em for me. you were so mad over me treating mom like a dirtbag and you stepped the back of my shoes when i was walking in front of you. i almost fell flat on the floor and i could hear the laughter inside you. for some reason, my temper was hardwired to my tear ducts and i usually cry a lot when i'm angry, a humiliating tendency. i cried so much throughout the whole journey, at the backseat of the cab. you didn't even bother to turn your head and look at me. but as i think back, it was solely my fault. you are so filial to mom and dad, always knowing what is right/wrong, always fighting for your rights and helping othetrs in need of help. one of the reasons why you earn my respect

we did almost everything with each others company. all the suffering, indecision, joys and sorrows, countless of setbacks and fighting and whatnot that we've gone through has brought us closer. you are still someone i trust a lot - as you know i don't trust anyone 100%, never

lately something's been bothering you. i can read you like a book. as i said, some things are not meant to be. so you got to accept it. but one thing fo'shur, i treasure you, with all my heartfelt love. counting down to a month before you're serving your time in ns, i really can't imagine two years without you by my side. yes i sound like some pathetic freak but i've been living with you for so long, just like a part of me has been taken away

sometimes we just happen to recall happy times spent with love ones and now, brings me to the point i need to make: appreciate and treasure the ones we love. thank you aarone for being the best and letting me talk your ear off everything, through all the rough spots. love you long time