felt so hungry the whole day. couldn't stop eating. i actually thought of khanski when i was eating cheeseburger. my milk partner. i promise to attend class next week. it's time to mug.

i think i'm getting sick. i can taste it in my throat. my head also hurts too but i think that's just because i didn't sleep well. carrie's really sick. she couldm't really talk, it sounded like she hadn't drank any water for 50 years. might be hitting the gym with wiyah later on. i hope my head hurting goes away by then.

i just feel like writing. i dont understand a lot of things, that i heard hours ago. but i want to understand why everything cant be simple. just a bunch of thoughts and questions. questions that pile up in my head and i want the answers so badly. i care so much about her. maybe it's just silly people spreading dumb rumors around. carrie and the three musketeers know about this.