9 missed calls on saturday. my sunday was well-spent at bookstores with miche. had so much to talk about as usual. couldnt resist the nasi briyani, yumz

to different people obviously -
1. we used to have endless conversations but things are not the same now. you skipped school on my birthday just to take me to the movies. but lied to me with your lame excuse and took me all the way up to the rooftop for the surprise. i've a hard time thinking now, i feel i should do something for you yet totally clueless. still have so much left to say. you're really nice, yes

2. you dont have to cut yourself out of the picture. you deserve to have fun with us, esp in times like these. you're amazing and i've never had a dull moment with you. we were so close back then and i thought you were my bff but there's just a lot of differences in us too. sometimes i feel like you're the only one who wont go behind my back or anything, thanks

3. my 'pillar of strength' when you cried your eyes out, it just makes me so sad of what happened to you. just doesnt seem fair. but i dont trust you. i dont know why cause i always did. she says "sometimes i just think she's acting" i dont wanna deal with this anymore. i dont care now


united 5-2 hotspurs
probably syahiran's best birthday gift
almost everything's boring to me these days. cant stand it. wanna go on a trip somewhere for a period so i can miss everything. that way, all will be like new and stuff when i'm back here. great idea but i need CA$$$H, sucks