today's the 23rd. i've got so little control over my thoughts. still have every special little moment etched in my mind. i see him everywhere. and again i think of that perfect warm smile of his when i promised myself not to. good one, bitch!


omg cant believe my class starts tonight. hopefully i wont fall asleep. study-study-study! nicole's stuck at home. was talking to her awhile ago and she said she had an ulcer in her throat. eew hahaha i've been sneezing since the start of today. looks like it's gona rain anytime soon. going to get a hot coffee and some real study with miche. X