This week has been insanely busy but I have been enjoying every process. First were the never-ending online assignments; discussions, test reviews and essays. In the midst of the two modules that I was quite confident about getting Distinctions, I had to start studying for my next paper which is Business Law. Ok the stress part isn't here yet, cause I had quality relax n fun apart from the school stuff. Didn't really get much night rest though, and especially so when these few days I started on the B.L. assignment which totally got me stuck staring at my Macbook. Got my classmates's help but y'see, I still got these green veins popping out of my forehead. Haven't had them for a while, which means I haven't been feeling the stress till lately. Gonna need my Yoga again soon after I'm done with all these commitments. So the last time my cousin came over from Perth, I promised I was gonna do something special for her instead of the sweet letters that always got ants coming. I knew cupcakes were always her fave, so I told myself OK! I'm just gonna do that! And in the blink of an eye, 5 months passed and I baked some for her. To be honest, I didn't use Self-raising flour but basic flour with baking soda, did not put enough sugar even after knowing how much that girl needs it in her life, and I didn't get Unsalted butter. Okay what an impression I made... Haha but people who tasted the cupcakes I made gave nice comments though, which is no doubt encouraging :)

I know that in order to live a life that satisfy me, I need to be optimistic. Even like if I do all the stuff on the checklist of the week and I was not enjoying myself at all, there is no point. Of course it is so much easier said than done, but so long you try and give your best, there is always this ray of hope to happiness; being happy in whatever you do. I believe that everything that's done in this world is not just working through physical means or verbally, but hope. So last night I was with one of my favorite people, Whit. We spent the whole night talking about each other and when we got hungry, we hit the nearest 24/7 McDonalds. I began telling her why do I feel sad at night, like something is missing out of my life even though I know I have all that I need; Roy, my family, studies and everything else. She said perhaps I need more adventure. Is happiness an emotion, or just a state of mind? I do know that happiness doesn't come to everybody all the time, but it's like goal-driven and motivated. We all got to know what do we want in life and work toward it. I've been trying... Everything has been good and almost great now. I have the best boyfriend who showers me with endless love every second of my life, being so understanding and loving. I know my family will always be here for me too, just by the way they love me since I was born into this world. I can honestly say, I do feel the doldrums sometimes, but I'm perfectly okay - I'm very happy with what I got and who I am right now...

Anyway, today is my 11th month with my boyfriend, who loves me more than how much he loves eating, vice versa. As usual, I did a scrapbook and whipped up something for him this noon. This time round was Mexican cuisine, Mexican beef (Love the Ground Cumin taste) with Hot Artichoke Dip. Boy, how much he loved it! While I was in the kitchen, he collected my dress from the alteration. We are going to have our Spicy wings at Sunset Grill n Pub after months of talking about it. So excited! And all the more eager to look forward to our 1st year next 16th, which spells my 19th birthday too :)

School has been tiring and dreadful. It isn't because of my laziness that I haven't been attending my Accounting lectures and tutorials, but boy, you should meet this lecturer of mine. Just like for today, I could skip school in the morning but head down to that area again afterward, just for my Yoga. For the rest, they are lazy to go to school all because of the distance. So you see how it's not laziness that's killing me? On another note, the exams are near and my three modules are almost done. Time to really hit the books because my classmates and I haven't been listening in class except flashing our Ipod Touch and gaining access to the school wifi

Nice feeling of accomplishing something:I've been trying to fit in some yoga classes in between my schedule because I just can't bear to waste all this money and opportunity. R paid 1xxx for this whole 1-year package and even for myself, Yoga is really helpful for the muscles which would make the spine straight. The first few times I started doing Yoga, my balance, body muscles and even my patience were very bad. When I came home from my first trial, I was so juiced up and jumpy, telling R how much I love this center, the people over there and the dance and yoga classes. It's really a great opportunity because not all people can find the money and time to make this commitment. Thus far, I've gone for some classes like Hot Yoga, Gentle, Holistic Yoga, Sun Salutation, Therapy and Hatha Yoga. Even before joining this yoga center, I ever did go for Hatha with Michelle and it was funny cause we were more like having fun than being serious over there. The top reason I'm willing to go for the classes and not let my R's investment wasted is because Yoga is really a cure for people who are stressed-up, depressed and times when they feel lost in themselves. I'm not afraid to admit but I'm someone who is often emotional and my mind runs wild all the time. Yoga is the only time I don't frown and it's really fun to go through all of the moves even though some may be tough...

Yoga Stretch

Hot Flow


I would love it if someone were to take pictures of me doing my postures because I can then post them in this blog instead of Googling for pictures. But it's just not gonna happen...... ;)

I like how I would list out all of the things I want for my birthday and you would laugh so heartily like a boy. Even some days and in between talks, since months ago, I would be reminded of those stuff to be added onto my wish list. That's when I go on and go about the design/color and everything else that you need to know. I thought it would always make you go crazy, but never did — it always makes you truly happy and you promised all of them without second thoughts. X'mas is around the corner and x'mas 09 was the day we started talking. Yes, the day we officially got to know each other and it was such a great night, we clicked so beautifully...well. That moment would never come again — like how we first started with talking all politely and make sure we don't blabber anything wrong — there is nothing finer than that. (Hahaha now we just speak our mind as and when we like! We even talk about the ugliest things) It is so cute whenever I thought of our little conversation on that night. U were stuck in camp for a duty and I cheered you up by saying how I do not like to celebrate x'mas. Seeing the relatives and arrogant kids with their big perfect x'mas tree, you told me how you like the idea that was going through my mind. So in roughly 3 weeks' time, it will be our official one year we met each other. It may mean nothing to anybody, but it does to me

Rain has been making me so lazy to attend school now. I just want to watch all the seasons of Desperate Housewives and stay up all night. I know it's high time we get the coats and sneakers out but I have been so sleepy all day long that school is quite a dread for me nowadays. The lecturers are getting so pissed with us from the impatient looks on their faces. Just earlier today, we were having a sushi party in the classroom and there was never a day the class is silent with us around... So last night I was in bed catching my drama and a strong tornado hit Wisteria Lane. Just occurred to me how fortunate we are yet we don't realize this fact but keep complaining about how badly we want to leave this bad country. Personally, I'm a huge complainer being a Singapore resident but to be fair, we do not have to live through natural disasters like tornado, floods or tsunami. We just don't know how fortunate we actually are, at times

Tried Sivananda Yoga yesterday... Started off with this position and I was sweating all over already!
Especially the neck...

Good experience. Gonna try out all the other types of Yoga...

When we were 10, we vowed to stay in a big house with a beautiful and exquisite hair salon, whereby we three girls would laugh through every single day with no worries. Sometimes we would get into small tiffs and I was always the one sandwiched in between. We were the bestest girlfriends; we got each others' back like if any were to be bullied, we would surely create hell of a hell. Even though we always stood so close and sweet, there were times we bitched about each other too. Maybe not for me though, I never liked Gossip Girls, while you girls were always more of the drama fans. A year ago, we were still having all the crazy sleepovers, never-ending laughter and fun. Do you still remember? I still marvel at the fact that although we have so much flaws that get on our nerves, it was so hard or impossible for me to get over you girls. Clothes of hers left in my wardrobe; The fat handwriting on my birthday card saying how much she loved me; The poignant road that we used to spend hours passing by and having heart-to-heart talks; Like a story enriched with details I can only imagine, so fresh and hard to forget. So I got her address today and decided to send out a letter filled with nothing but heart-felt words that I've been keeping in me...

School's been well, especially good with the company of my classmates that make lessons not as dull as the lecturers' teaching ways. Home's good, getting livelier and glowing. My on-going relationship with my awesome bf has been great and crazy. Some days, I totally had some serious anger-management problem and our day was ended up in tears and hugs. It's a bliss to have him around, always so understanding. Yoga's been great too. Just a week ago, I joined this Combat Class that made me felt energized for the entire day; Just going around showing off the kick-boxing movements I've learned wasn't really a cool thing for a person like me who always need to maintain a pleasant image. Halloween was a week ago; I got my sailor girl costume just a day before. Bf was a pirate, and we spent a fun night with his friend Iain, and my classmates. Ended the night with supper at King Albert Park. Well I shouldn't have started this post with such sensitive issue especially because nowadays I rarely get the feel to type something out here anymore. Anyhow, it's never easy to entirely get some people out of your heart, not to mention erasing off from the complicated mind. So, keep those you truly love

I'm a lover, not a fighter. Unless it is necessary, I would never bother ending things up in a conflict. Usually, I tell myself not to care because I don't gain anything from it. Worse, would end up being called something nasty and earn myself a filthy reputation. I admit I'm not someone easy to please at times, this I admittedly agree I take over my Dad's trait. If anyone walks all over me, I'll suck it up for the first time and remain calm but I definitely don't stand there if there were to be harm caused. I think people are so used to seeing the naturally calm side of me that they take advantage. There is also another mad side of me which I don't like to see, and nobody would want to see that of me too. Say something unpleasant about my family, especially my parents and boyfriend, the term 'forgive but never forget' would inherently coined up. All of us just want to lead our lives morally. Who would want to see others getting hurt? I guess pretty much of us have met pathetic people in our lives, at least come across one who's 2-faced and always tries so hard to be nice to you in person but talks shit behind the back. Go get 'em!